I had never put up with my nightmares, not even one. But this one day came where I was all alone, none of my friends was on my side, only my Bryan was. But I had enough. Just because my best friend betrayed me and turned her back on me. So my nightmare begun right after I killed myself.
" You know what, your a freaking slut, I can't believe I was your friend this whole time. " Amy shouted in my ear.
" Well, I never had anything to do with your boyfriend Harry, he was looking for me, anyway I have my own boyfriend Bryan, he is way better than your dang boyfriend. " I shouted back.
" Don't push me Esme, you know Bryan is a... " I stop here before she called Bryan something he wasn't.
" Shut your freaking mouth, before I... " I was cut of by the beeping of the phone meaning that she had hunged up.
Well that was my ex-best friend Amy, she is such a slut, she is freaking going out with 53 guys at the same time, 32 of the guys she is going out with is 1 billion miles away from here. The freak, she is trying to steal my perfect boyfriend Brayn. Well just look at he, she has very thick, frizzy, brown hair that is down to her shoulders. And she is not that pretty. And her boyfriend Harry, a kid with freckles, blond hair and brown eyes. As for my boyfriend Bryan, he has long black hair that covers his eyes, sweet blue eyes and is so popular in school. And me, I have black hair, green eyes, and have a perfect body.
Anyway...I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted to do what Amy wanted me to do, stop existing. So that was what I did, exactly. But after I did, I video taped myself and send it to my Brayn and posted it on Facebook.
" Hey everyone, I'm sorry...but it's over, I am over, y'all all know is Amy making me look like a slut, she is the slut here. Well, I will miss me, and you too Brayn, and everyone who loves me. I-I'm sorry Brayn, but I will still love you! Well, here we go it's the last of me, my life, so this is a definite goodbye. Well, bye, I love you all, I will miss you a lot! My life and my Brayn. Bye. "
With all of I said, I was crying like never before.
With a click of a button, I send it to my Bryan, some friends that still believed in me, and posted it on Facebook.
I was just getting ready to slice my wrist to bleed to death when I heard a text message entering my phone. It was my Brayn. Oh, how much I will miss him! When I opened the text, it read...
No! Esme dont kill ur self, dont worry, be there in 2 mins
I waited for him to arrive, 2 mins past and he was knocking on my door.
" Esme, open the door, " Bryan yelled in horror.
" Its open " I said through sobs.
Bryan hurried to place me in his arms, and kissed my forehead.
" Oh Esme, are you okay, you had me so worried, I thought that you were gone already. But don't worry I'm here now... " He trailed off when he saw my face. " Esme what's wrong? "
" Umm...nothing, I'm just shock that you do really care about me... "
" Es, you know I will always be here for you, I will always care about you. Here I need you to promise me something. "
" Um, sure what do you need me to promise? "
" I need you to promise me that you will never try to kill yourself. Okay. Promise. Me. That. "
" I promise. "
He softly kissed me on my lips, then he got on his knees, held out a box, opened it and said, " Will you marry me!"
Chapter Two
I stood up walking to my window. Of course, we are senors in school, but I had never thought for anyone to ask me to marry them long before school ended and that we had just turned 18.
" Oh, Brayn. I'm so sorry. I can't. No I can't. "
I saw the disappointment in his eyes.
" Its him isn't it. "
Oh, yeah, I haven't told you about my vampire fledgling boyfriend. Ok Amy might as well called me a slut, but David is special to me, is not like I'm cheating on Bryan for David. David and me are imprinted which means that we are genetically bonded, what I mean is that I can feel his reactions and he can feel mine.
" No, it's not him, it's...it's because, David is just a vampire fledging I know, he is my boyfriend but, you are the only one I really want. "
" Then why won't you marry me? "
I thought before I'd answer. Well what I really wanted is to be with David. I mean I really love Bryan but, I feel way better with David, when I'm in his arms, but I really don't want to upset Brayn, I had known him sence like grade school. We had the same kindergarten class, that is when I met him. I had really liked him sence the fifth grade. He had been my first and only crush, until David walked into my life. David, David makes me feel safe, I love it when I am in his arms, his smell of nice, gentle, kind, loving, warm, and hot. That is what I had always been looking for, my David.
" Answer me Esme, why won't you marry me? "
Chapter Three
I decided to tell him the truth.
" Ok, I will tell you the truth, I love you but...I think I am more in love with David, is not that he is way better but, I think is best if we see new people. I don't want to hurt you... "
" So what your saying is that your breaking up with me?! "
" Um, yes I guess so..."
Bryan stood up a walk out of my life. Never to see him again.
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